Cutie

Sunday Wyatt was assigned to give the Scripture in Primary. All week long he would ask what the scripture was, so I would say it to him. We got to church and he was all excited to do it in the microphone :) When it was his turn before he walked up to the microphone he looks back at me and said "I got this!" He walked up and grabbed the microphone and you could barely see him over the podium and he proudly says "We belief in God the Eternal Fadder and in His Son, Jesus Christ, his son and in the Holy Ghost" He was so proud of himself. I must say so was I. What a cutie!

Going Crazy

I am having a really hard time lately. I don't know what is going on but I am going completely crazy. I feel like nobody listens to me and that I am going to explode. I am hoping this is just my hormones going crazy and not my brain. I don't know how to fix this problem. I feel completely alone and it is hard. I know these things will make me stronger blah blah blah. I'm just having a day. Forgive me.

Life With a Baby

Chase is a wonderful baby! I just can't believe that he is here. He is already such a joy to have around. I was nervous about Wyatt's reaction to him but Wyatt tells him that he is Chase's biggest fan! I love it. He is always trying to help me with comforting Chase and feeding Chase. It is so adorable. I have loved having time with Wyatt and Chase while Cole and Kiley are at school. I am however very TIRED! This baby loves to eat. And he loves to eat every 2 HOURS!!! It is hard to get any sleep around here. He is just lucky that he is so darn cute :) I know that I should be savoring this moment because it will soon be gone, and I am trying to but come on now. Lets just have a few more hours :) I love holding and watching him. He makes the funniest faces and noises. He cracks me up. I am truly grateful for the chance to be his mom.

He's HERE!

Yesterday, December 18th our fourth and last baby was born at 1:21 pm. It was a great experience. We came to the hospital at 11 am and I got an IV put in. We did all the pre surgery things and at 12:55 pm we walked into the OR. I had three surgical procedures so I was in surgery for a little over an hour. Chase is absolutely perfect! He was 7 lbs 12 oz and 20 inches long. He has hair too even on his ears just like Cole did. He also has two huge dimples :) He is a good baby who loves to sleep (so far) and loves his binky. During the surgery Andrew was in complete heaven. He loves to watch gross things. I was trying to ignore what was happening while Andrew was asking every question he could think of. The anesthesiologist was happy to explain all that was happening. It was very fun to watch Andrew's face as this was happening. During the surgery I was laughing and talking with the nurses and Dr. Jarem until one of the said are you really going to be this happy the whole time? I laughed and Dr. Jarem said "yep she is just a happy person" it was a neat experience that I hope to never happen again ;) All is going well, Chase is wonderful and while medicated I am feeling great. Note to self: don't forget to take your meds. I learned that the hard way today. All in all I couldn't be happier or feel more blessed.

Temple Lights

I decided on Monday night that I am only two weeks away from delivering this baby so we had better go to the Temple Lights now before it is too late :) We met our friends the Jones' there and we watched a few minutes of the musical performance. We decided to walk around a bit and then take the kids into the visitors center. We let the kids watch a few of those little videos and then we watched Luke 2. Never have I been so entertained during such an amazing video. Wyatt started asking questions like who is that lady and why is she on a donkey? I told him that was Mary and she was about to have Jesus just like I am about to have Chase. Then he started saying "well, I am Babycakes Wyatt Joseph Knudsen!" Then he said "you are Jenny Porter Knudsen but I call you Mama!" All of this at an inappropriate volume during such a movie :) The lady in front of us told us her name and Wyatt said to her "Who cares! I am trying to watch the movie" by this time I was laughing so hard, quietly of course :) Then he said "Hey Coach Ryan that is Jesus!" Ryan told him to shhh and watch the show and he said "I gotta do my homework!" This kid cracks me up! We had a good time and then we went and had ice cream at dairy queen. This definately put us in the Christmas Spirit!

Potty Training

I have been whining to everyone that Wyatt seems to have no desire to potty train. On Sunday I was talking to my friend Jill about how I was worried that Wyatt was going to be in Sunbeams and still in diapers. We talked for a while about how to make it seem like an exciting time for him to want to use the bathroom like a big kid. When we got home from church Wyatt found his underwear in his drawer and asked to wear them. Usually I let him over his diaper but I thought lets give it a try. I told him he could wear them if he didn't wear a diaper and after 4 accidents he hasn't had a single accident. He seems to have really gotten the hang of it. Yesterday he went with Grandpa to take the missionaries to the library and to lunch and he stayed dry the WHOLE TIME! I was worried that I was going to have to start over but he did it himself! YEA!!!! What a big boy!

This is my Day, my Baptism Day

This is my day my baptism day. Yesterday was so wonderful. Cole turned 8 on Friday and on Saturday we had a very suspenseful baptism. :) For those of you who know Cole well, you know this was going to be very difficult for him. Would he go into the water or not? Would he cry or not? He is terrified of water. He has a really hard time dealing with stressful situations and he was the center of attention dealing with his biggest fear. When the talks began he was so excited. He looked back and saw all the people that love him sitting there to support him! He wanted to talk to every single one of them :) This is why I love that kid. The people that came were Grandma and Grandpa Porter, Grandma Knudsen, Aunt Linda (Cole has this LOVE for her), Cousin Timmy and Kris Angle, Dawn and her cute kids, Chris and Shawna with Dane, Julie and Kent and their kids, Lindsey came with most of her kids, Shellee and Curt and their kids, Gena and Doug Berky with their kids, Stephanie Shumway and kids, Valerie Shumway, Jeff and Trish, oh and Stephanie and Gerry came from Tucson as did Melissa and Justice. If I forgot anyone I am sorry but I had to write these names down before I forgot. Now back to the story...

So, we got into the baptismal font and you could see the color drain out of Cole's face. He was visibly shaken. I walked into the little cubby where they prepare to go into the water to talk to him and he started to hyperventillate. He came rushing over and we talked about what was happening. I offered to have the kids scoot back and he said it isn't them it is the water! :) Poor guy. So we tried again and he couldn't do it. Grandpa came back and tried to talk to Cole and that didn't seem to help either. He wanted to do it but it was so hard. Andrew and I had been preparing for just such situation and we decided that we couldn't force or dunk him. This was afterall the first major step in the church for him and we didn't want his memory being us forcing him in. We had decided to not make him and just go have a party and come back another day just our little family. Cole was determined to have it done that day so he asked Brother Ray and Speelmon if he would be able to grab the sides and do it. They said to try it. So, after the prayer Cole walked to the front of the font in front of his cousins (I thought he was going to climb out!) HE grabbed the side and proceeded to do an excellent bob in the water and at the last second Andrew pushed him the last two inches in. He came up so happy and there was an audible sigh of relief. Andrew stood there and pointed at the witnesses "did I get it?" When it was confirmed he went all the way under we were so happy! Thanks to some quick thinking wonderful women we had singing going on. Thank you for your help with that Valerie and Shawna and Shellee. You ladies helped a lot. I was overwhelmed with love and support from the people we love most. I appreciate the lengths people came to to be there for our very special and original day. Later I talked to Cole about how he conquered two very important steps that day. Yes, he got baptized but he also faced his greatest fear and overcame it. That doesn't mean he is cured from being petrified of water. It just shows him he can do it. He can do anything. I love him so much for figuring out for himself how to get the job done. That is the story of his life. He is independent and creative and determined. I love you Cole!