Girls Weekend

This past weekend I spent with some of my favorite girls. I learned a lot of things...Some of which I cannot and will not share :) First I remembered something huge. I am a woman. I am fun and I have needs. I loved being able to just be me for a while. I knew the kids were doing great. Andrew is a great dad and he is very capeable of taking care of the kids for a weekend alone. Second, I learned that women need good women in their lives. I am so blessed to have these beautiful women around me. Autumn is spirited and fun. She makes me happy to be around. Brittany is adorable and gently keeps me in line. (She too cracks me up!) Jess is a little more reserved...until this weekend. Turns out that girl knows how to play! And finally there is Hiedi. She was so much fun to get to know. I know she will tell me how it is even if I don't want to hear it :) What a blessing it was to get to spend 3 whole days with these incredible women. I had the time of my life and can't wait to go again!

Climbing out of a Hole

Lately I have felt like I wanted to crawl in a hole. My life has been turned upside down. I feel like I am going insane and turns out, I am! I have a problem. I am sick and I need help. I have tried to deal with this all on my own. I finally saw a Dr. who gave me some meds to help and it seems to take the edge off. I have finally turned to Andrew and we have talked about everything that goes through my brain. It is nice to have someone who understands exactly what I am going through. It helps that I have some amazing friends who are willing to listen to me whine and moan on an almost daily basis. This seems to really help. I just wish I could be my normal happy self again. I miss her she was delightful :)