Real Friends

"Real friends are those who when you have made a fool of yourself, don't think you've done a permanent job." I don't know where this quote originated from but I have always loved it. I have always valued friendships that are like this. They are rare!! They can be hard to find. I have been feeling down a bit lately because I feel alone. I have Andrew and it is incredible. He is incredible. I pray but I feel silly praying about normal dumb stuff. Maybe that is the problem. I don't know I just want to be able to be silly and fun and I am afraid I don't know how to do that anymore. I am afraid that I am so unsure of myself that I can no longer be the person I once was. That could be seen as a good thing but in some ways I was delightful ;) I don't know. I am rambling. I am confused and I am done.